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My goodness, it's amazing to be able to be a sex entrepreneur in the age of smartphones. I'm LOVING how I can do so much so quickly. I find it has allowed me to enjoy more of the behind-the-scenes work than I did before. I feel it's a more holistic experience than it was for me in the 2000s and the 2010s. Hmmm, what were you up to in the 2010s? I thought you had retired. A Confession Yes, I've been in the adult entertainment industry the entire time. I retired from porn from 2010 until 2020, but during that time I worked in other aspects of sex work. When membership sales to my personal website dropped drastically in the mid-2000s I looked for other work to support myself. I was a community liaison for Homegrown Video for a couple of years but was laid off when they too had to cut back as members disappeared. In 2007 I did a bit of camming but found the long hours and the sales tactics weren't for me. I was heavy into burlesque but knew stripclub work wasn't the right fit either. I had been heavily involved in sex work activism and was friends with people working in different spheres and decided to explore escorting. I had done a few girl-girl sex shows for hire at parties as well as many a gangbang shoots with men of all ages and sizes so I felt I'd be comfortable with the work. So in 2008 I started escorting and did so until 2016. Personal & Intimate In Canada at that time outcall escorting was not criminalized. I did work briefly for a high-end agency but quickly went independent as I had the website and marketing skills to manage my own business. I also found I was the best person to screen clients and manage my schedule. Every service provider has their own way of working behind-the-scenes and with clients. I was a quick study and found mine within a few months. One of the best things about my experience as an escort is how I began excellent at sex negotiation. A date with a client is all about communication and boundaries. There is no guessing if sex will occur and there is a set endpoint. I loved the bubble that was created. I respected clients' privacy and for the most part they respected mine. Sometimes the sex was amazing, sometimes not very good, and sometimes kind of boring. My most memorable dates were with people with an emotional need— widowers, grieving fathers, men in sexless unions, virgins, and so on. Dinner dates allowed for us to get to know each other. I never had a persona in porn and didn't have one in escorting either. I was my chatty, playful, kind, sexually enthusiastic self. Around 2011 I decided to focus primarily on meeting with couples. I love threesomes and women so I thought I'd be ideally suited to help couples realize their fantasies without the pitfalls of swing clubs and dating sites. Couples often think they want a ménage à trois, but in reality, they want the attention of a woman to serve them as a couple. It rarely was a true blend of all three of us. The focus in fact was the wife and having the husband see her as the sexy goddess she was. I didn't charge more to see a couple as most escorts do because it felt almost vocational for me. To assist them in safely exploring their fantasy was so rewarding. Of course, I did have some HORRIBLE experiences. Besides the common bane of an escort's existence (no-shows, time-wasters, egomaniacs, slut-shamers, and whorephobics) I had some truly "bad dates" (we don't consider abusers clients). I was robbed a couple of times. One person researched me at his government job as a sign of "intimacy". More than a few wanted special treatment and were cruel if they didn't get it. Some were terribly drunk and difficult to manage. And I was raped twice. Thank you therapy and dear friends for support as I processed what happened. I'm still healing, but I'm in a good place now and getting better every day. Meeting Fans I didn't escort as "Seska". I used a different name and didn't show my face in my advertisements. Back then there was a perception that you couldn't do both kinds of work even though many mainstream porn stars were escorting as well as shooting porn. Also, if you ever have been on escort review boards you know the men there are vicious with their commentary. Using a different name helped limit the nasty talk and provided a little psychological distance from the "feedback". I also didn't use my porn name because I worried fans would expect a porn experience. I didn't want to have to explain the way I had sex with my (now ex) husband on-camera would be different than the way I had sex with a stranger as an escort. Or that the way I had sex with other performers was as colleagues who knew each other's real names, exchanged ID information and recent STI test results— again not like with a stranger. Of course, some Seska fans found me. One was incredibly sweet about it and I have some great memories of foot sex with him. Another was a total idiot. He was making the rounds of the agencies and indies in Montreal to see all the retired Amateurs (turns out I wasn't the only one escorting after our site business collapsed). I kept pushing him off but decided to see him. I figured if I didn't he'd create a new name and I'd unknowingly accept an appointment with him. He spent the whole time talking about the old Montreal porn scene and being unkind about the other women I shot with. When we had sex he didn't find my authentic pleasure real enough so I decided to fake big time which he thought was real. The next day he e-mailed me telling me I should beg my ex to take me back. So fucking bizarre. Pleasure But wait. Did you just say you had pleasure with that idiot? Yes, I enjoyed much of the sex I had with clients. I made sure I did. I didn't want my body to learn to dissociate though in some ways it was inevitable. Trauma will do that, but so will so much repeptition combined vigilance (will this one turn on me? hit me? bite me?). Still, I worked hard at embodying my pleasure even with the awkward or unskilled sex partners. In some ways I compartmentalized what was happening during the date in general and on a micro-level with my body. I became very focused on me. I Quit I quit escorting after the new criminalization laws came into effect. It made it harder to advertise in a safe way as we couldn't discuss our "menus". The good clients stopped calling (especially my couples) for fear of arrest. I didn't know it then, but I also needed the time and space to focus on my healing. I got a job at a feminist sex shop thinking maybe I'd be recognized, but I'd have the support to handle it like I did when I worked at a restaurant in Montreal. However, the trauma got worse as one of my abusers came into the store on a number of occasions. There were also the not dangerous but definitely boundary-pushing clients. And then there was the Seska fan that behaved inappropriately with all the employees but was extra creepy with me. It was exhausting. It's a blessing I lost my job because only after did I realize how fucking stressed and scared I was. Future Sex For sure, I'm going to keep working on posting my vintage porn and creating new content. I'm enjoying all aspects of it from start to finish. I'm also going to increase my promotion for custom videos. I find it brings some of what I liked about escorting into the content production— making someone's fantasies come alive. Similarly, I've become quite fond of sexting. Offering these packages feels like I'm cyber escorting which feels both safe and sexy. I get turned on by the written word and thinking about the person on the other side enjoying thoughts of me. Please know that I find great pleasure in sex but especially in sex work. I see it as my muse. It makes me feel alive. It is my passion. Would I still do the things I do if it wasn't my livelihood? Perhaps if we lived in a world where I didn't have to work to house, feed, and clothe myself. But that's not our reality. And unfortunately, once you do sex work it is near impossible to be allowed to do anything else. So I'm making the best of my past choices, staying true to my values, and creating a life that suits my quirky entrepreneurial spirit.

OnlyFans Subscribers, pitch your story idea for my next video!! https://twitter.com/Seska/status/1261000813251637249 If I pick your story idea for my next video, I will send it to you first and then 24 hours later share it with the rest of my Only Fans Subscribers. You must be an active subscriber of my OnlyFans. I will decide by Saturday, May 16th at 6 am Eastern.

Since I've come out of retirement I've received offers for work. I'm not sure that they are serious, legitimate offers. I doubt it because when it comes to professional sex with experienced performers random call-outs is not the way we operate. Most likely it's just men who are #DTF and looking to hook-up. However, we are in pandemic times. Logistically I have no clue how they think a hook-up is possible. So, it's even more likely the men reaching out are simply looking for free sexting. I do love to sext, but it is a paid service I provide.In any case, the requests did get me to thinking that a post about how porn production will work for me once we have a vaccine and I'm available for collaborations. My Porn Work Terms & Conditions I independently produce my own content. I'm not available for hire. I would make an exception for one of my dream directors or performers like Courtney Trouble. I'm open to doing shared content trades. Performance partners will need to have up-to-date testing via Talent Testing Services at their own cost. I will do the same. Performance partners must sign a model release and provide necessary documentation even if their face is not being shown. No masks are allowed for shooting. If they have a penis, they must be adept at performing wearing a condom for vaginal and anal intercourse. They must be in Ottawa (or possibly Montreal and Toronto as I can travel there). I cannot shoot in the USA unless I have an appropriate work visa. During any and all productions I will have someone there as my assitant for the entire shoot and I will live Snapchat while on set.

I've been out of retirement for 8 weeks and it feels like 6 months. I've worked hard and long every day to find my footing in what for me is the new reality of porn. I’m so appreciative that my old fans have found me and that I’ve made some new ones too. Being able to stage a comeback of sorts and support myself doing this unconventional and maligned work according to my values is so rewarding. It's good to know what I offer resonates with you. To have you show your support with your likes, retweets, kind words, and (quite importantly) with your money, means so much to me. Making porn has been a big part of my life even when I wasn't actively making it. After my divorce and mid-life crisis, I needed to step away from porn. It was impossible to support myself as so many chose free (aka stolen) porn instead of paying for it. I was forced to explore other options and it turned out I also needed to discover who I was outside of my relationship. I needed to create a toolbox for healthy, empowering life strategies (which I write about at my ageing and wellness website). Still, the stigma and ostracization that comes with porn never left me. I paid a price that I think only my fellow sex workers will truly understand. Loss of employment opportunities, but also testing my relationships with friends and family, and led to alienation from society and culture. Lots of things that most people take for granted. For example, you cannot be on most of the social media platforms because they use facial recognition and tracking technologies to ban sex workers (also border authorities use it too—I'm not making this up). I chose to stay online as Seska to not lose my place in the online world. It was important to me. However, it was only recently that I decided to return to porn production. I will write more about the whys of that in a future entry. For now, the first of a few of my observations as I make my comeback. Body Image I had trepidation when it came to shooting again. I knew that if I came back to porn I'd open up my archive, but I wasn't sure if and how I'd shoot new content. I'm body confident, but I know some people get stuck in the past and might not appreciate my looks as they are now at age 49. I'm on medication for my perimenopause symptoms that messes with my metabolism (but so worth it because I sleep well, think clearly, and I don't have debilitating migraines). I also was diagnosed with hypothyroidism. Both have caused me to gain weight. Being curvier than I was in the past is annoying because I don't quite recognize myself in the mirror much less in photos. But I feel sexy, vibrant, and feminine. Get a sense of vavavoom when I dance around naked, apply oil to my skin, or pleasure myself. I'm feeling more erotic and sexual than ever.

For the month of May my photosets at ManyVids are on sale for $3.99 instead of $7.99. May 1st - 7th, I've been posting a CLASSIC photoset each day and I'll be posting a NEW photoset on May 15th. I will send a FREE photo set on May 31st to all of those who purchase a photoset in May!!!

Gosh, I love doing custom videos. Who knew? Maybe it's because I get to do things like this— pamper myself with a relaxing and sensual massage using my favourite oil and balm. Available for streaming for $3.99 USD at ManyVids! Also, if you want to get access to all my videos (as I upload them) there are membership options!!! Visit my profile and click on Get My Vids.

You are in for a treat! This is the first time in my porn career that I’ve offered this service. I’m excited about this personalized creative sexual experience! All prices are in USD. Orders can be made directly at my ManyVids profile or if you prefer via the Tip function at OnlyFans or AVN Stars. If you choose the latter, please DM me first so we can discuss your idea. I cannot except e-transfers of any kind. Packages $10/minute 5-minute minimum15-minute maximum Options Blowjob / Dildo FREE Foot Fetish FREE Handjob on Dildo FREE Humiliation FREE JOI FREE Oil on Feet FREE Oil on Breasts / Bum FREE Small Penis Humiliation FREE Striptease FREE Tease / Denial FREE Yoga FREE Exclusive To You $30 Anal / Fingers $10 Anal / Toys $15 Butt Plug $13 Cosplay $150 In the Bath $20 New Bra / Panties $80 New Costumes $150 New High Heels $80 New Lingerie $80 New Toy $80 POV $10 Say My Name $30 Notes Due to my current lack of access to nail salons, custom videos will feature whatever manicure and pedicure I have at the time of the shooting. I’m only available at this time to create SOLO custom videos out of my bedroom or bathroom. Also, as I don’t live alone, I cannot create videos with very loud vocalization. Not to worry, I’m excellent at dirty talk. I can shoot your video with my natural short hair, my grey wig, or one of my brunette wigs. Your preference! If you would like me to wear my full burlesque look (make-up, wig, pasties, and costuming), there is an additional cost of $50. Sponsoring a hotel stay is not available at this time. ADD-ONS SAY MY NAME: Buy this add-on for your NAME to be used throughout the vid. ANAL: I go at my own pace with anal so I thoroughly enjoy it. My ass likes to be seduced. I can use small/medium buttplugs, dildos, and fingers. COSPLAY: Please purchase “Cosplay” add-on so I can purchase the cosplay character costume for you! I will adjust the price if it costs more than the add-on price. Delivery is dependent on the shipping time of the item (no sooner than 4 weeks). NEW MANICURE: N/A due to social isolation rules. NEW PEDICURE: N/A due to social isolation rules. ANY OUTFIT/FOOTWEAR: If I don’t currently own what you want to see me in send me an item link you want me in and I will adjust the price if needed. If it is a new item then, delivery is dependent on the shipping time of the item (no sooner than 4 weeks). NEW TOY: I exclusively order from Come As You Are and Venus Envy. I will need to adjust the price if it is more. Delivery is dependent on the shipping time of the item (no sooner than 4 weeks).

This is my first Jack Off Instruction video. I hope you enjoy my curves, stockings, and voice as I guide you to stroke your cock and come for me. Hot, moaning countdown included. Purchase to view at ManyVids— $3.99! PS These very stockings are available for sale at my ManyVids store!

This is my first REAL video since I came out of retirement! As in, I came up with an idea, an outfit, and a camera angle. I set up my light (I only have one lol), my iPhone, and I hit record. It's a very quiet video because I was nervous about being overheard (everyone is home these days!) and I had some speed issues while editing, but I'm proud of my first solo endeavor! Even though there were some issues making it, the pleasure is very REAL. Toy: DALIA - Signature G-Spot Dildo Lube: Überlube Bedroom and Attire: Minimalist ;-) $3.99 at ManyVids

https://youtu.be/nxSRQ6CAAq4 I asked my fans to send in their questions for me and I happily answered! I was really impressed with the questions that came my way because I got to cover some of my favourite topics around sex— porn production, independent porn, ageing and sexuality, and why I came out of retirement. Porn performers-producers mentioned: www.tastytrixie.com, www.courtneytrouble.com, and www.veronicasway.com. Product mentioned: Mae Vaginal Lubricant by Damiva

https://youtu.be/qrwEzaNWNq4 Seskuality: Sex Ed by Seska This is an informative video about sexual lubricants. I chat about 3 kinds of lube: Water-Based, Oil-Based, and Silicone. I have 20 years of experience as a sex educator and love sharing this kind of content to help people have more pleasure in their lives. Products Mentioned: Sutil Luxe Body Glide, YES OB, and Fuck Water Silicone. You can read my in-depth article on lubes here: https://seska.com/lubricants/